currently: probably delusional.
My chest hurts.
My eyes are red.
And I can taste the salt from my tears.
Crying has never felt so good.
And I'm probably crazy - having a mental breakdown to want to cry, and then laughing because I'm balling my eyes out in pain.
I must be some sight right now.
And I just want to cry more. Just cause it feels so good to cry. To let everything I've bottled up for the last few days or weeks - whatever. Just letting it out.
Geez - I have finally lost it. Seriously - I'm laughing and I don't know what's so funny.
Oh gosh, can't breathe.
laughing hurts. I dunno why!
and I kept spelling Why wrong.
Oh my gosh.
oh geez.
my throat hurts. can't breathe.
this is so weird. I'm so weird.
Can't spellllllll.
I've lost it.