mel in the milkyway: Tensions and frustrations

currently:sitting close by the heater.

There are very few moments where I feel excited and nervous at the same time.


But it is this feeling I LOVE.

Its the feeling of jitters, shivers, unsettledness and energy that makes performances so fun.
Its the contradictions, the complaints, the highs and the lows. All these things just make it worthwhile at the very end.

Countdown: 1 day and 14 minutes till I board the bus to my last ever Stage Challenge.

I seriously can't wait.
And part of me hopes it will never come. Just because it means that I will never be able to do this again...


ooh the nerves and excitement!