mel in the milkyway: *eeep* Fangirl?

currently: having a moment of sudden realisation of something you cannot change. (also known as an epiphany.)

There are two things that have occured this to happen.
1) I've been spending WAY too much time in English analysing epiphanies so much that I've ended up forcing an epiphany on myself. Just cause of stupid James Joyce short stories.
2) I've been watching the same video too many times...

What video you ask?

THIS ONE.

Jimmy Eat World - Sweetness [Live on Letterman]


Okay, yes I have posted this video before. But for some crazy reason, I decided to watch it again. And again. And again.

And I kept having these little *eeep* smiles to myself at certain moments when Jim Adkins was singing (0:20, 1:17, 1:38, 2:30 and 2:54-2:58)

And that's when I realised.

HOLEY CHEEZLES. Am I a....FANGIRL?

This may be an epiphany. An epiphany where I have found out...that I am an fangirl of Jimmy Eat World and it's lead singer. Because I find him really cute with the video and the singing and the music and the hair and the voice and the lyrics and Ohhh...Crap. I don't want to be known as a fangirl. No, no, NO!

I have yet to figure out how to fix this. Maybe it's just a fad....Yeah, a fad.
I mean I have moments where I go all smiley at Jon and give a little *eeep* for him or Tim Foreman. Cause Tim is adorable, everyone knows that.
And Jim...hes so cute!

Oh crap.
*drops dead in shame*